To date, the worst race i have ever run has been the 2011 Schaumburg turkey trot half marathon. (you all thought i was going to say Flying Pig, didn't you? or perhaps Get Lucky?)
I can't pinpoint a reason why this race was so terrible. In hindsight, i would actually KILL right now to run a race in freezing rain. I'm not even joking! I think the real killer for me in this race was myself. I was mentally exhausted, and had been wanting a break from running, and i didn't give it to myself. Instead, i kept pushing to make an unrealistic goal. Half way through this race, i had a complete mental breakdown. I didn't just start pouting, i started balling my eyes out, and had to sit on a rock for a minute and just cry. In the rain. It was a misery i had not experienced before, and could not cope with. I hated running at that moment because i wasn't having fun anymore. I eventually started running again and finished the race (after people kept asking me if i was hurt) and you can see in the picture that even though i am smiling, my face is red and puffy from my sob session. I didn't run again after that for a month.
Lesson learned - When your body demands a break, give it a break. None of us are olympic athletes. This isn't our job, it's our reward. It should be fun. It's also okay to cry - just don't wear mascara (ouch.) and make sure you eventually finish the race.
Also, i am sorry for being lame this week and not visiting everyone's blog as often as normal. I am in meltdown mode, and will be back to normal next week :)
I love that you still look so cute in your worst race to date photo!
ReplyDeleteIt sucks that it took a race like that to learn that lesson :( But it's really hard once you get in to the running groove to stop and rest when you really crave it. You feel so guilty! I am happy you gave yourself time off after this.
A run in the cold rain does sound nice!
I am super absent this week too. Lots of unread blogs. So much work to do... ugh.
Take care of yourself!!! Try to stay positive this weekend. Remember your reasons for running!!! :)
ReplyDeleteafter my half last Sept I haven't run much since. Except now I need to get back into the full on race mode. I need to begin to love this running stuff.
ReplyDeleteI have yet to run a long race (think half marathon) but I've quickly learned how much running is more like a mental exercise than anything else. So feeling burnt out can be more mental than physical, and giving yourself a break will probably do wonders :) Good luck!
ReplyDeleteI agree with Kilax - you look totally adorable in that photo!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I agree that it's totally 100% okay to cry! I had that same breakdown after my 16-mile training run for my first (and only) marathon. After that day, I didn't want to run - or even talk or think about running - ever again. I was so done. Eventually I took some off-time and found my inspiration again.
Take care of yourself, and hang in there!
My worst race also includes crying. Yay! Aren't you glad I picked this theme?
ReplyDeleteI've run a couple of races where I thought "isn't this supposed to be fun? This is not fun." That is usually the sign of needing to take a break.
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